If I can just do enough meditation, get enough self discipline. If I can just force myself to do the things I should do (write letters to the tax office, learn German properly, do my massage practice…) then maybe I can change courses. Maybe if I can be good enough, I will be able to reverse-entropy and separate the black sand from the white sand and have things bright and an order.
To do this, the black sand and the white sand would need to be charged differently and I would need to run a current through the sand so that all the black sand went to one side and the white to another.
Is that possible?